...it goes on and on and on..

I'm so weak..for how long do I have to act strong? How can God give us this happiness if we're only meant to be apart?I don't need a reason to hate Him. I don't plan to..I know whatever it is, there's a reason for everything.

But why would He made us different from each other if we're all are just going to be the same? Surely, we'll never know what He thinks..

I just don't know what to do anymore..Whenever I think about my past, I start to tremble and tears just fills my eyes. It hurts alot and I wonder when will all of these be over.. I await for the moment that I can be what I ought to be. I don't know when or how long..but I wait..still..

For how long am I supposed to wait for that happiness? How many more lifetime to waste?How many sleepless nights..How many tears to fall.. I don't know..

"..if not in this lifetime,perhaps the next"
How many vows to make?Time to waste?Where will I find the strength?

"However far away, I'll always love you. However long I stay,I will always love you.Whatever words I say,I will always love you.."

We're still looking at the same star at night..Wishing of the same thing. We may be a world apart..But you're never be so far away.

*sighs*