Random Thoughts

If I can't be what I am..then how am I supposed to be? Ah yes, good question. The truth is I am confused. I asked myself that for like a thousand times..

So I had a weird week. Everything just seemed to be..weird. Like the other day, I almost had a good day because I only have one class and I thought to myself "Ah I can relax at last". And then my mom called and she was crying because my younger brother attempted suicide. *Sigh* Talk about relaxation..I still don't know why he did that. I felt really disappointed on him but mostly to myself..I don't know if I've been a good sister to him. I know at times I don't have time for him but what can I do? I can't control everything that happens around me.

Another day passes by, I'm getting through it. I miss the only person who really knew me..But maybe that person never really knew me at all..Oh the burden!

So, I guess you're wondering why I have this bloggy thing. Well, let's just say, I need this to get my thoughts together or I'll go crazy! -_-

Have you seen my dogs? They are utterly cute! The black one is pregnant too!^-^