One boring day..

Hm..Last night I couldn't sleep..I tried though but I can't. So,I tried to find some answers to my questions.And guess what?There's still no answer. So I guess I have to stick with my own motto,well actually more of a verse from the bible that I always bear in mind: "But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently". A very simple quote,yet so powerful don't you think?

So, I sit here infront of the computer,thinking there are alot of better things to do but I feel so lazy..feeling like a bum -_- It's so boring,or maybe I'm just feeling lonely..

I watched csi last night. And wander for the rest of the night on how I wanna be just like them. A Farensic Scientist. I remember when I was little,I wanted to be a scientist. I have my own lab on the roof hehe!Good old days..I don't have any idea why I ended up with this course..

Ah.. I hope I get that aircheck thing. Even if I don't get paid and all. I love it..I love music,it's my passion.

"So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to,suddenly just stops loving you. And it seems they haven't got a clue of the pain and rejection that's putting you through" <---Exactly what I'm feeling..like duh!Everyday that's what I'm feeling!*sighs*