Hey

It's been awhile. I've been neglecting this blog again. I just feel so down today.. I hate hoping. It's the most excruciating feeling ever. Oh well. I know I'll get pass this feeling and I'll feel numb again. I can't wait for that.. numbness..

Another sleep-deprived post..

I'm leaving later tonight around 7pm. Going back to Dubai to spend christmas with my family. I'm actually a bit sad that I won't be able to attend my older brother's wedding on the 27th. It must be so hard for him to get married with no one in his family is present. Well, my dad would be there.. *ngork*

I can't help but to think he somehow deserves to be alone with this special day of his. After all the pain he caused my mom and my sister. He'd be spending his wedding with people he never really get to grow up with, no one who loves and cares for him just as much. No one to share his happiness with. That must be... Hard.

Anyway, I am more sad about not being able to go to RX for 3 weeks. =/ My two buddies, Christi and Danielle, made me feel special and told me I will be truly missed. Now that's family. I am really at home at RX.

I also hate that I'll be leaving someone behind, whom I will truly miss. I guess this is an epitome of my misery. Misery Loves its company.. *sighs*

Blargh!

I hate what had happened yesterday! That good for nothing senator guy decided to walk out of the court room and asking everyone to join him! How pathetic and unwise! I can't believe he did it twice for the last 4 years. Seriously, the constitution should be really changed! What's happening with this country is getting more and more absurd! Absolute disaster! Bunch of morons! Why can't we just start a new government and kill those stupid people who has nothing to do but to waste the money of those poor tax payers. Kill! Kill!


Actually I'm just so pissed because Starbucks closed early due to that fucking rally. They implemented a curfew from 12am til 5am.Ehh... And the traffic was hella bad!

I'm soooooo good! LOL

So last saturday I boarded for 6 hours again. 2 hours for radio 1 and 4 hours for the daily survey. For radio 1 I boarded alone. At first I was sooo nervous and all but I think I did ok with my adlib. I kinda messed up controlling the console though because I'm not familiar with it yet. BUT I was *ahem* Awesome. =D I think the Law of attraction is actually working. I just tried to focus to what I really want and that is to do really good on my boardwork. And I did! Wee! =D

Now what do I want to achieve next? Oh yeah.. to earn more salary because I'm so underpaid. So I got 1925 php for 15 working days, and I edited to 7925 per month, part-time. =D I just gotta focus. I have to believe that there will be a way. =)

Ciao!

"Sarah is an AWESOME DJ" ;)

Holy cow!

Went to see Babyface last night! It was sooo cool! It was actually a sudden plan because we were never really planning to see the concert. But we couldn't take the fact that we won't be able to see him! So we did! Weeee! I'm broke but it's all good. =D He was so great! Now that is a a true artist! =D

Also, I think I did well on my radio yesterday. I believe the word is awesome. LOL

I just have to keep practicing and think of new ideas. Man this is never ending but to reach my dream, I gotta do good. =) Work again tomorrow. Blah.. I'm soooo tired. I just wanna rest. I miss being a bum. But I have no choice but to try not to be a bum because I need the money.

Woowoo!

I'm gonna get a new joooob! I really hope I'd get it. May ann hooked me up with the company she's working at right now. Gaaah I really want this job. I need to pay my rent and all the shiznits!!Ahhh!

I still don't have any go go gadget! Christi's gonna kill me tomorrow! And this phlegm won't go away! Eck..

Huhumm..

Heya, it's been awhiiiiiile.. Hehe.. Can't really entrust myself when it comes to writing..

Anyway, what's up! What's low! Been sick, been a retart, yet here I am all wrapped up and crazeh. lol

Oy, gonna be onboard this coming saturday for 6 hours! Can you believe that shit? Oh man! Well first,I'll be boarding with some student jocks, then after two hours, I'll be boarding with Christi and Danielle. =) Check that out y'all! Or not.. whatever.

So I've been watching these Vlog bout south of nowher. It's a video recap of the show and man, it's so hilarious! Those 3 girls are so funneh! Haha! Can't wait for more!


Oh oh, gotta do my go go gadget already. =/ I can't come in the station unprepared! Chriti's gonna kill me. Bleh..