Suck...er..

I like the song by Avril, and it goes like this:

I wake up in the morning,
put on my face.
The one that's gonna get me,
through another day.
It doesn't really matter,
how I feel inside.
This life is like a game sometimes..

Then you came around me,
the walls just disappeared.
Nothing to surround me,
and keep me from my fears.
I'm unprotected.
See how I've opened up,
You made me trust..

I don't know..I miss the person who used to make me feel that way. Someone I could get along with, that I'm comfortable and safe with. I guess I'll always feel this way now that I'm alone. But heck, I'm used to having this feeling anyway. We were just together for 9 months. Like it made a difference in my life. But may be it did somehow..or I wouldn't miss what I had before..

Snap, I didn't make it to the seminar again. Damn you circuits! If I failed you again you'll wish you were never created..erm or discovered* Shakes fist madly*

Oh I just joined on this very cool website, well I don't know about you guys but it's cool for me. www.gaiaonline.com This is how it works, you're gonna create a character, and you're gonna start poor and have only the peasant's top and pants( you know with patches and just really old clothes) Then to be able to earn gold. You're gonna have to participate on the forums (like spam or just participate if you like) It will earn you gold everytime you post something which is really cool. The only thing that makes me hate it is because, there's so many members, and I can't keep up with my posts because, well, they have a faster connection and I don't (Booo..) So anyway, it's really cool. Plus they have this fishing game, and you have to catch a few fish then you can trade it with gold(can this get any cooler!=D)

Waaaaah I need my broadband connection! I miss it so very very much! *sniffles* Damn you globe! I hate you!