Another sleep-deprived post..

I'm leaving later tonight around 7pm. Going back to Dubai to spend christmas with my family. I'm actually a bit sad that I won't be able to attend my older brother's wedding on the 27th. It must be so hard for him to get married with no one in his family is present. Well, my dad would be there.. *ngork*

I can't help but to think he somehow deserves to be alone with this special day of his. After all the pain he caused my mom and my sister. He'd be spending his wedding with people he never really get to grow up with, no one who loves and cares for him just as much. No one to share his happiness with. That must be... Hard.

Anyway, I am more sad about not being able to go to RX for 3 weeks. =/ My two buddies, Christi and Danielle, made me feel special and told me I will be truly missed. Now that's family. I am really at home at RX.

I also hate that I'll be leaving someone behind, whom I will truly miss. I guess this is an epitome of my misery. Misery Loves its company.. *sighs*