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Damn.. gotta push my lazy ass again to study for my finals. Last one today @ 10am. I'm sooo not feeling this. Boo..

I just watched the SoN conference on youtube. Mandy is soo funny! I really laughed whenever she talks. Love that girl! :D And Gabby is just plainly cute and adorable. ^6^


Oh oh! Blast from the past dude, BOY MEETS WORLD! That is so one of my fav tv shows when I was growing up. I love corey then, he was cute. Now he's just... uhm.. he grew up. LOL!

Duuudee

How I hate Stat! It's so freaking hard and it's my finals later @ 8am! Waaaah Panic mode! I don't ge tit(lol)! >.<

=(

I was stupid and fucked up.. I hurt the person I love the most because I was afraid I wouldn't be accepted if I show the other side of me.. Sometimes I feel that I don't deserve anyone.. Because I know I'd hurt them all just the same with my lies.. I hate lying.. It hurts to lie and most of all, it hurts the people I love.. The truth is, there's just a side of me that I don't even know sometimes.. A side that's different.. A side that wants freedom to hurt people.. A side I can't accept that is a part of me.. A side that I don't know how I detach my self from. And it hurts.. It really hurts..

Ahhhh damn it!

My nephew didn't withdraw the money yet so now I don't have a freaking money! I can't even buy a napkin. Booooo! This stinks! (LOL) Gosh.. I hate this time of the year. HATE IT!

Btw, earlier the topic on the daily survey is erase or rewind and they chose the song by garbage I think I'm paranoid. Yay! Too bad I couldn't participate. Hehe.. All good though. It was really fun! :D I miss that song. *goes off to download* censored. Hehe..

Last night, I stayed up too late playing Sims 2. So I woke up pretty draggy earlier. I was late for my first class again and my professor nagged at me again. Gaaah I'm gonna kill him! Arghhh!


I hate my brother right now! So fucking arrogant! I fucking don't need his money! Suck up! Fuck!

Just an update

So yeah, last saturday, the rx party was really fun! Too bad I had to go home soon. The place was jam packed before we left. Well, doesn't it always? Everytime rx holds a party it's always jam packed! Yeah, I admit it moshi, I am a party girl. :p But I do try to balance it for you. Right right? ;)


Duuuude, hell week! Gaaah, I hate hell week! It's so stressing! And usually the time when you ran out of money. Because you spent it all with printing and the materials etc.

I hope I can go to rx tomorrow. I really don't have anymore money. :(

It's the time of the year again!

Hell week is already starting! Prototypes, defense, exams, finals! Need to get this outta my system. Hehe.. Damn, starbucks isn't calling me yet. =/ I really need the job. But I guess if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. *sighs*

Oy, party tomorrow! woohoo! Can't wait! =D Lurve that station so much! Haha!It's the RX "Fantastic Form" back to school party! Although, I've been back to school for awhile now. Oh well, feel the spirit. lol! I gotta socialize with the other radio 1 and DJs. Bleh.. It's so hard because I'm new and stuff. I don't know what they'll think of me. I know they're giving me the chance. I guess I'm just shy at first. *ohhhh*lol! I get to meet up with hansy panky and may anne later and we'll par-tay! hehe.. I miss them alot. =)

Anyway, catch up with ya later! ;)

It's been awhiiiiile :O

Yes it's been awhile. I guess it is my only constant quality--being lazy to update anything. :D

So just to update, I am not an aircheck anymore. I am a radio 1. Yep you read it right, radio 1. Because my previous station changed format, so I had to move. But I can't deny that I've been thinking of transferring to another station before the major format. I guess it is God's plan to lead me to the right path all along. =) I am now monsterized. w00t! I go on-air with christy and louie D every thursdays from 12 to 3. Check this out, in the afternoon! How great is that right? People are actually awake during those times! What a total upgrade! hahaha.. Hear us out guys! http://www.eradioportal.com:8080/monsterrx.asx
*if there's someone reading this, that is. :p *

So I've upgraded my mac. Well just the memory because of simple reason that I wanna play Sims 2 with better speed and yeah.. Haha.. I'm crazy like that. :p

I've also applied in starbucks to be a barista. I am just waiting for their call which is taking too long, and the waiting is killing me. I wanna say it's because of money. But that would be wrong really. The truth is, I feel so left out. I am 21. I should have a proper job experience. Yeah I know, being barista is not. But what's wrong with serving coffee right? It's a decent job after all. =) Plus the pay is good, 60-80 php per hour. That's not too bad.

I am aiming to graduate this year. Heaven forbid, I really have to. Everyone else graduated and it's just getting really lonely at school now.

Oh, I am not a mod on that forum I've been a member of for 4 years. Yeah kinda sad, but I guess I have to move on now and give others a chance. Who knows, they'd be a better mod than I am. Hehe..

I am so digging the song from The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. It's so good, it hurts. Hehe..
It's called "Your Guardian Angel". Very nice! =)

Oh oh! iPhone is gonna be out soon! But it won't be released here 'til later next year. What a bummer. Can't wait though! Steve Jobs knows his JOB well. LOL!