Fear

I am scared of losing you..
I'm having nightmares everynight..
I can no longer sleep.. I am scared
Is He taking you away from me too?
Would He take away the only thing
that brought meaning to my life?
I'm trembling.. I need you.. I need you..

Uhm...

I didn't realize how time passed by because I was too busy playing with photoshop again.. I was just doing some backgrounds and have no idea what to put in it. XD I made a new banner though and I used it on the forum because moderators should always be cool! =D

Anyhow... it's been awhile since I last touched photoshop so bear with me..=/





On the other hand.. I wanna buy Mariah's new aaaaalbum! I'd definitely buy it. The last time I bought was butterfly because I think the succeeding albums after that sucked ALOT. But now, I'm liking her songs again, although it's not as good as the old albums. Oh well, I love Mariah!

Mmmmm Maroon 5... =)

Must Get Out

I've been the needle and the thread
Weaving figure eights and circles round your head
I try to laugh but cry instead
Patiently wait to hear the words you’ve never said

Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing till dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out

This is not goodbye she said
It is just time for me to rest my head
She does not walk she runs instead
Down these jagged streets and into my bed

Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing till dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city’s made us crazy and we must get out

There’s only so much I can do for you
After all of the things you put me through

I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing till dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city’s made us crazy and we must get out

Yeah yeah..

I'm still an emo whore. I can't help it.. I can be a real hopeless romantic person. Nothing wrong with that right? =P

You First Believed

How many times did I pray you'd find me...
How many wishes on a star,
Gazing off into the dark
Dreaming I'd see your face
Safe at home unafraid,
Captured in your embrace.

So many times when my heart was broken,
Visions of you would keep me strong.
You were with me all along,
Guiding my every step.
You are all that I am
And I'll never forget.

It was you, who first believed
In all that I was made to be.
It was you, looking in my eyes.
You held my hand and showed me life.
And I've never been the same,
Since you first believed.

There were times when I thought I'd lost you,
Fearing forever was a dream.
But it wasn't what it seemed,
Placing your hand in mine,
You could see in the dark,
You were guiding my heart.

It was you, who first believed
In all that I was made to be.
It was you, looking in my eyes.
You held my hand and showed me life.
And I've never been the same,
Since you first believed.

It was you, who first believed
In all that I was made to be.
It was you, looking in my eyes.
You held my hand and you showed me life.
And I've never been the same,
Since you first believed.

How many times did I pray you'd find me...

How many wishes on a star...