A Christmas Wish..

Christmas is about Jesus. I should be happy and celebrate it. But I do, only I still feel a li'l sad. I remember the good times last year. Now all I can do is reminisce. So I just wrote a li'l poem to ease the pain..

I sit here all alone in the dark
Looking at the pieces of my heart
Just a year ago you were my baby
Now I suffer with this misery

Your smile, your voice that I miss
I'd give anything for that one moment of bliss
Your love, your care that I crave
How can I stand and be all brave

There's no snow, not even a rain
But I feel cold, all I feel is pain
Lights are so bright,christmas is here.
I'm left in the darkness, oh how I want you near.

Please smile for me, and don't feel bad
I want the best for you, you see, don't feel sad
Christmas is here, have fun in everything you do
You're my happiness and all I want for christmas is you..

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Speaking of Christmas, some people just won't change. If only I wasn't a moderator I would have kicked someone's arse and I don't care if I get banned. I swear, some people are just so lame.

Oh yah!

I got to take the finals and I passed! Yay! So much joy! Jesus do love me.Ahehehe...! Oh well just wanna share!

Damn, I want to have my vacation already! I wanna watch friends and I'm gonna watch it in marathon! That's right baby! That's right!*winks*

I am such a LOSER

I don't understand! How can I not know! Now I'm doomed..doomed as I'll ever be.. There's nothing I could do but cry.. I'm so dumb..the dumbest of all! Damn it! I hate this life! I want to die!I hate me..I'm so stupid! A complete failure..I hate it!I hate it! I hate my life!

Suck...er..

I like the song by Avril, and it goes like this:

I wake up in the morning,
put on my face.
The one that's gonna get me,
through another day.
It doesn't really matter,
how I feel inside.
This life is like a game sometimes..

Then you came around me,
the walls just disappeared.
Nothing to surround me,
and keep me from my fears.
I'm unprotected.
See how I've opened up,
You made me trust..

I don't know..I miss the person who used to make me feel that way. Someone I could get along with, that I'm comfortable and safe with. I guess I'll always feel this way now that I'm alone. But heck, I'm used to having this feeling anyway. We were just together for 9 months. Like it made a difference in my life. But may be it did somehow..or I wouldn't miss what I had before..

Snap, I didn't make it to the seminar again. Damn you circuits! If I failed you again you'll wish you were never created..erm or discovered* Shakes fist madly*

Oh I just joined on this very cool website, well I don't know about you guys but it's cool for me. www.gaiaonline.com This is how it works, you're gonna create a character, and you're gonna start poor and have only the peasant's top and pants( you know with patches and just really old clothes) Then to be able to earn gold. You're gonna have to participate on the forums (like spam or just participate if you like) It will earn you gold everytime you post something which is really cool. The only thing that makes me hate it is because, there's so many members, and I can't keep up with my posts because, well, they have a faster connection and I don't (Booo..) So anyway, it's really cool. Plus they have this fishing game, and you have to catch a few fish then you can trade it with gold(can this get any cooler!=D)

Waaaaah I need my broadband connection! I miss it so very very much! *sniffles* Damn you globe! I hate you!